so much of the Gout, (which they whose
counsell I use, say it is) that it is not like
to be cured, though I am too hasty in three
days to pronounce it. If it be the Gout, I
am miserable; for that affects dangerous
parts, as my neck and breast, and (I think
fearfully) my stomach, but it will not kill
me yet; I shall be in this world, like a por-
ter in a great house, ever nearest the door,
but seldomest abroad: I shall have many
things to make me weary, and yet not get
leave to be gone. If I go, I will provide by
my best means that you suffer not for me,
in your bonds. The estate which I should
leave behinde me of any estimation, is my
poor fame, in the memory of my friends,
and therefore I would be curious of it, and
provide that they repent not to have loved
me. Since my imprisonment in my bed, I
have made a meditation in verse, which I
call a Litany; the word you know imports
no other then supplication, but all Churches
have one forme of supplication, by that
name. Amongst ancient annals I mean
[CW: some]
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